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dear Naima, 28mo
2008-08-24, 12:16 a.m.

my darling Naima,

this month you turn 28mos. you are now 2yrs and 4mo young. you also become a big sister this month. soon you will have a baby sister in your life to love (we hope) and share (we hope) your life with.
even though we have been talking to you about getting a new baby sister soon, i don't think you really understand what all of that means and how it's going to affect you. even though you have seen my belly grow to a bigger state than normal, i don't think you know what it all means for you and your life.

since your very conception you have been our full time devotion. we have consumed our lives with you, our miracle baby girl. you have had our undivided attention forever and know life no other way. now, another precious miracle baby girl is coming to our lives and we are as happy as can be. we so want you to be just as happy. we love this baby so much already but we don't want you to feel anything less than the immense love we've always had for you. i don't want my love to be divided...that's such an ugly word. i want all my children to feel loved just as much as the other. because we do, Naima, we really do.

Mia is our first miracle baby girl and even though she's up in heaven i love and appreciate her very much for being in my life, for teaching me so much in so little time and for picking me to be her mother. you are my second miracle baby girl, the one we that came and did so much healing to our broken hearts. and now we're about to have a third miracle baby girl. i can't even believe that is a reality and i am actually having a third child! we love you all for so many reasons but mainly just for being ours, our miracle baby girls.

i know life is about to change for you drastically. i know it will be a adjustment but i hope you will take to it as easily as you have done other big girl things. i can't wait to see you see your new baby sister. i can't wait to see your expressions and hear what you've got to say. our little family is growing, my love, and my heart couldn't feel more pride and love right now. i love you, Naima, te quiero mucho!

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